他必靠近

2009

2009-01-01T19:20:00.002+08:00

2009

i feel another year older...

but i'm still young hahaha

new year with new resolution.

- get fit again, to play full 90mins without being tired in soccer
- build up in size
- intentional mentoring.

that simple.

oh maybe open my eyes to see eligiable partner hahahaha

He Spoke

2008-12-02T11:54:00.001+08:00

Here's something nice

He Spoke

Once there was a man who dared God to speak...

"Burn the bush like You did for Moses, God, And I will follow.
Collapse the walls like You did for Joshua, God, And I will fight.
Still the waves like You did on Galilee, God, And I will listen."

And so the man sat by a bush, near a wall,
close to the sea and waited for God to speak.

And God heard the man, so God answered...

He sent fire, not for a bush, but for a church.
He brought down a wall, not of bricks, but of sin.
He stilled a storm, not of the sea, but of a soul.

And God waited for the man to respond.
And He waited...
And He waited...
And He waited...

But because the man was looking at bushes, not heart;
Bricks and not lives,
seas and not souls,
he decided that God has done nothing.

Finally he looked to God and asked, "Have You lost Your power?"
And God looked at him and said, "Have you lost your hearing?"

1yr

2008-12-02T11:49:00.000+08:00

Wow, seems like i'm blog once a yr hahaha. thats like a blink of an eye mann!

Deeply in love - Youth Alive

2007-12-23T04:05:00.000+08:00

This is one of my favourite worship song that i would wanna practice hard on the guitar, and maybe mesmerise my gf next time hahaha or maybe when proposing to my gf heehee. It really brings so much meaning and i can sing it as a love song to God and heehee the one i love next time. YUP i'm SO gonna practice this hard...!

Deeply In Love - Youth Alive

Verse 1:
In my life, You've heard me say I love You
How do I show You it's true
Hear my heart it longs for more of You
I've fallen deeply in love with You

Chorus:
You have stolen my heart
I'm captivated by You
Never will You and I part
I've fallen deeply in love with You

Verse 2:
You and I together forever
Nothing can stand in the way
My love for You grows stronger each new day
I've fallen deeply in love with You

Christmas 2008

2007-12-23T03:48:00.000+08:00

Christmas Season is here. Just wanna share some thots.

Lesson 1
was told by a friend(i forgotten who) that

-Christmas is always spelt as CHRISTMAS not X'mas
cause without Christ, there wouldn't be Christmas so thats why even if i cost me 2 sms in a msg to key in Christmas in my smses i would do it just to honour God.

Lesson 2
Lets take time to wish, not just to all our friends a "merry christmas"

But remember to wish, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JESUS" to JESUS,Himself

Time to give thanks and give all our praises to the one who came down to earth and to save us all by dying on the cross.

MY Wishlist for Christmas:

- For my family, that they would one day celebrate Christmas together with me in church!
- For God to kick start my career next year when i graduate in May.
- For my future to be clear, that each and every step i take towards it will be guided by God and according to His will.

For the earthly things:

- ipod classic
- PSP

Thats all heeehee i'm easily satisfied nowadays.

till then in His love and mercy
kai

Grandpa

2007-12-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

Been awhile tat i blogged, sorry to my faithful readers, i'm back but not sure how long or wat as i'm in my final year of graphic design course so with all the projects coming in and deadlines, very hard for me to breathe...but currently i'm having my dec holiday which i wont call it holidays cos i have to do attachment for the holidays. but i thank God that i found a rather relax working environment, working hours only 10-6pm wah SHIOK!

Besides this, well a few things going on in my head for me to share.

1)My Grandpa pass away on 04 dec 2007 tue.
Rather sad occasion, on the day he pass away, i was sick so i skip work and decide to pay him a visit at changi hospital that noon. when i reach the hospital with my mum and sis, we agreed my relatives and went beside Grandpa.

He was on breathing machine and cant really move or talk liao, and when me and my sis started to call "Ah GONG!" and my mum called "Lau Peh"(dad in hokkien) i could see the tears on his eyes just flowing down, somehow i affected me and i started to cry inside, almost cried in the outside but i didnt but my mum did. All we could do is to watch ah gong lay on bed as he cant talk or move. we stayed for about 2hours at the hospital and i have to make a move to meet a church uncle to discuss on church bulletin design.

That night when i reach home my mum called home to inform that ah gong passed away, i was stunned but i was relieved that i make a visit b4 he pass away. At the wake,(chinese religious rites kind), i was told by my mum that on friday nite i have to follow them in the religious procession,i replied that i cant cos i'm a christian and my mum just said i have to and dun care i'm christian or not.

But in my mind i told myself that i would make a stand no matter how much persecution i would get and i ask God to have mercy and grace on me so that i can go thru it. i did also ask my Godma to pray for me, so on the thurs i decided to ask my mum again and to my surpprise she said ok and even my grandma said oki, i believe it was the prayer and also something i did for the wake. i volunteered to stay at the wake from 9pm-7am to look after the coffin and the place alone for the 3 nites and probably thru this act and pray God softened my mum and grandma's hearts.

The most surpprising thing is that not a single uncles said anything to persecute me and it was out of the norm as they would normally SO i REALLY THANK GOD for the softening of hearts and one interesting thing is that one of my uncle sometimes would visit city harvest or trinity christian church as he was invited by his friend and i really praise God for the little things happening in my relatives.

WOW, i think i would stop here 1st and continue again on other topics such as career, future and bgr, and all about my life that i wanna share another day. but if u cant wait u can call me and ask too

kai

LOSER

2007-10-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

Random pics just for fun!

What finger am i?

2007-07-14T00:57:00.003+08:00

You Are a Ring Finger

You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything.
You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word.
Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world.

You get along well with: The Pinky

Stay away from: The Index Finger

What Finger Are You?

Mission Possible!

2007-06-07T02:43:00.000+08:00

T is for THAILAND!

Yeah i'm going for mission trip this sun 10 june till 14 june!

Chang Rai villages to be a bit more specific!

do keep me and my youths that are going in ur prayers!

list of pple going
- Zhen Kang @ The Kang
- Warren @ Warrendinho
- Bram @ Bram Dar Sa
- John Ng @ Ah Seng
- Justus Sim @ Lau Sim
- Germaine @ Zhou Zhou
- Lynette Lai @ The Stunner
- Priscilla @ Mei Mei
- Felicia @ Fel Down
- Me! @ Ah Kai
- Last but not least our pastor Jonathan and wife Michelle our youth worker

See ya all soon!

Spider-man 3 LESSON

2007-05-09T11:21:00.000+08:00

Watched Spider man 3 last nite and it was a long show, a bit draggy but well with the good CG and actions, it's still worth the draggy-ness hahaha but one thing that the show has impressed me, it was during the show and the end where it portaits Peter Parker with 2 different sides of him when he was attach with the "alien substance" and he's own self.

With the Alien substance
he was like not himself or the substance has turned him or make him more powerful, strong and his character turn into a total different person, kind of bad boy. There was a part where the Prof. commented that if the substance is attached to long, one might be union with it and end up been controlled by it and loses itself.

Without the substance
he was just himself.

What i learn from it was that the substance is like sin, that if one who likes to sin so much and indulges with it, sooner or later it will be so attached to one and it's hard to get rid of, bad habits can be considered too. ALSO one can be so independence of something or a way of life that it becomes part of him and is hard to change, even like having some routine in life that somehow becomes your life hahaha...Morning coffee addicts beware hahaha or addiction to games hahaha!

and the 2nd thing that i learnt was something at the end when Peter Parker was at his best friend's funeral. Where he quoted something and i would roughly re-quote it again if i can remember fully:

"We are constantly surrounded with CHOICES,

It’s the CHOICES that makes who we are,

CHOICES to do right."

yup it's very true and sort of biblical on what Peter Parker quoted.

In life we have many things or situations that comes or happens to us that we have to constantly make CHOICES. Whether it's right or wrong, it with determine our characters, what are we made up of and who we are, God has also given us choices to make everytime but has also given us something called free will, he does not stop us or controls our choices, but today will you stand up and make the right choice in life, in His kingdom?

Yeah that boils down to the point abt OBEDIENCE again not just to listen to God has to say but the OBEDIENCE to choose what He wants us to do or act on it. TO DO THE RIGHT THING!

Do we have the Faith to believe in what things is hope for and the evidence of the unseen...

i hope yall get wat i meant.

kaiz

Dangerous Species

2007-05-04T11:51:00.000+08:00

Nehemiah series of unfortunate events PART 1...

Yesterday i've learnt a very important lesson in my life. Which is, females are one kind of species tat are very hard to understand hahaha! well i didnt know till yesterday or today that even a friend u knew like 10yrs or so, even with a short sentence or some comments or what can be SO dangerous they might mis-interpret it and hate u for life mann hahaha...

i better be very careful on wat i say next time, cos i've apologize so much from yesterday till today well i think my friend is still angry lar haiyo a bit petty too lar, cos she herself interpret wrongly the meaning of wat i say, YES i agree it might be my fault by saying things that seems to me as a joke but to her offending well SORRY! was the only thing i can say...

next time i wont wanna really talk to gals anymore, but maybe women i will...

Hahahahahaha

GUYS BEWARE!

832 speaker "Purpose"

2007-04-30T01:07:00.000+08:00

YEAP i'm back, well lately it's been funny cos i've been praying abt purpose in life
asking God what's His plans for me in every area of it. EVERY AREA YEAP cos if He is not the LORD of ALL, He is not LORD at ALL!

so this morning went to 832 our 1st service for church with michelle cos we are suppose to visit the bubble tea cell. BUT the important thing i would like to mention is the service when the pastor Tony Chi (sound like some kung fu master) today he taught abt purpose in God.

talking abt our purpose and abt last part jeremiah 29:11-13

lately was learning abt how obedience to God is more important than any sacrifices we made and more important than anything that we do for Him too...and today it hit me, jer 29:11 speaks of God's promises and purpose for us, to know it verse 12-13 speaks of seeking, praying and searching for Him, and with ALL OUR HEART. ALL = ALL not partial or some... and in order for our purpose to be fulfilled

it requires OBEDIENCE. cos sometimes we can hear from wat God has to say and yet not doing it. like the speaker illustrate, if a fisherman who does not catch any fish, is he still called a fisherman.

AND IF u are a CHRISTIAN and u have never evangelise or reach one soul for the kingdom of God are u still called a CHRISTIAN??? WOAHHHH....

lastly few days ago met a friend for dinner and she mention something like this "EVEN the stars are praising God and reflecting His glory simply by doing what they are supposed to do. So all we need to do is...just do what we are supposed to do and we'll be reflecting His glory. There's no need for doing spectacular, out-of-the-way things. He desires obedience, more than sacrifice. "

Oops mentioned in 2 blogs ago hahaha...!

YUP anyway if u notice, it's all abt OBEDIENCE to GOD.

LORD help me to learn to hear and obey too!

Amen

Left-Hand Swordsman

2007-04-28T02:31:00.000+08:00

*This is taken from a sharing from Pastor Benny Ho*

Left-Hand Swordsman

A mentor of mine once told me this Chinese Kung-Fu parable about a Master Swordsman who was so skilled in the martial arts that he rise up the ranks of the martial arts world and become the Chief Master Swordsman.

Then in typical Chinese Kung Fu style, an evil swordsman turned up one day to challenge all the swordsmen to a duel. He defeated them one by one until only the Chief Master Swordsman was left.

In typical Chinese Kung Fu style, they met up on the mountain and had the final duel. The evil swordsman was so good that he inflicted a mortal wound to the Master Swordsman.

In typical Chinese Kung Fu style, before the Master Swordsman died, he instructed his son to take revenge for him and restore honor back to their family. He told his son to go up to a certain mountain to look for his retired uncle who will be able to impart to him the skills necessary to defeat the Evil Swordsman.

And so the son did. He went all the way up the mountain and finally located the uncle. But the uncle had already left the martial arts world and wanted nothing more to do with the affairs of this world.

Then in typical Chinese Kung Fu style,the son knelt outside the uncle’s house for days waiting for the uncle to help him. He refused.

Then came the typical stormy night and as the uncle watched that young man kneeling in the rain, he softened and finally let him into the house.

He told the young man, I have retired from all these but I will only help you on one condition. The condition is this: “You just trust me completely and do everything I tell you to do.” The nephew agreed.

Then the old man threw him a sword and they sparred. Then in the midst of their sparring, the uncle unexpectedly chopped off the nephew’s right hand!

The young man was shocked. He started screaming! What have you done? You have chopped off my right hand. All the hopes I ever had of taking revenge is now gone! What have you done!

The uncle turned to him and said: “I thought you agreed to trust me completely? And you will do everything I tell you to do?” That was when the uncle took out a manual on “Left Hand Swords Play”.

For the next two years, the young man learnt how to fight with his left hand. The day came when he had mastered the skills. Then in typical Chinese Kung Fu style, the young man came downhill and he went in search of the Evil Swordsman.

They finally met again ion the same hill. They fought and the young left-handed swordsman finally defeated the Evil Swordsman and regained the kingdom for his family.

That was when he understood what the uncle was doing. The Evil Swordsman had mastered the art of defeating all right-handed swordsman but he had no answer to someone who fights with the left hand. That was why he was defeated.

What is the moral of the story? - I am sure that there are many lessons you can draw from here. The main one I want to share with you is this:

There are times when we need to come out of our comfort zone – the right handed stuff and begin to do the left handed stuff that often is what we need to do damage to the kingdom of darkness.

For many of us, living by the power of the soul is a right-handed thing that we have been used to all of our lives. It is time for us to lay down our right hand and give God our left-hand that He may train us to walk in the power of the Spirit.

But I believe that God is calling together a company of Left Handed Swordsman for this season to do great exploits in the Spirit.

Question: Are you willing to give God your Left Hand today?

HAHA i'm an LEFT HANDER! hahaha

Our Purpose here

2007-04-24T00:58:00.000+08:00

Well today had a dinner treat from my friend emily phoon at sake sushi and when MOS for a drink to catch up with each other, i mean MOS burger haha had ice milk tea there. THANKS for the TREAT hahaha!

anywhere we were sharing to each other on our baptism experience and boy i tot mine was DRAMATIC enough till i heard hers...aiyo i really thank GOD that i didn't went thru that. I guess it was a faith building moment for her during those years and it's these kind of things that would draw us closer to God and have our dependency on Him. Was told by another church friends last night that "thru tough times we grow tougher!"

There was one part where emily mentioned something that strikes me after she share and i would like to share it with all of you. She just roughly mentioned that

"if the stars and the moon or the sun was made for the purpose to shine and reflect light. They simply did it and even just a simple job, they did it well..."

Don't you think we should fulfill our PURPOSE and do it well too!
EVEN THE STARS REFLECT THE GLORY OF GOD
even thru the simplest form by shining,
what more, we odd to do so,
GOD EVEN NAME EACH STARS BY NAME,
YET ALSO KNOWS EVERY SINGLE STRAND OF HAIR ON OUR HEAD
what more... what more...

O Lord i ask that You to have Your way in me and show me Your PURPOSE for me
reveal the secrets of YOUR heart,
i want to hear from You, for i have cried out many times,
yet have not heard, open my ears, heart and eyes so that i can know,
let me hear from YOU O LORD the answers of my prayers,
do not let Your children wait in vain.
And Wherever my feet sets on LORD
like a Shepherd, with Your rod You protect me,
and with Your staff guide my path,
that i might delight in you not with only sacrifice,
but also a obedient, broken and contrite heart You will receive LORD!

Amen

This song is the rough illustration of what we odd to be...

I Adore - Hillsongs

The universe is at Your feet,
Gives You praise, evermore,
The stars will light the sky for You,
And always, God be praised.

And we sing, the Lord is on high, the Lord is on high.

I adore You, I adore You,
And there's none that compares to Your majesty, O Lord.
I adore You, I adore You,
And I stand, in the wonder of Your love.

We will crown Him, King forever;
Living Saviour, Jesus Redeemer,
Lord of Heaven, robed in majesty,
Crowned in glory, creation adores You!

Philipians 2:5-11

2007-04-23T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hi peeeepsss i'm back

well just a short food for thot that came up to my mind suddenly when i was msning with a church friend and talking abt the book of philipians and decide to take a short time reading the 1st and 2nd chapters

Philipians 2:5-11

Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus
Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped,
but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness.
And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death even death on a cross!
Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name,
that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

many times we try to reach out to friends around us but seems like it's in vain but now maybe we as we called ourselves "Christians" (to be Christ like) odd to follow the same example that Christ did for us that we would be able to bring Christ that is so real to pple if we live our lives as one.

-Humility
-Obedience
-Taking up our cross
so that God may be glorified thru our actions and life that pple would know and believe in Him

"You might be the only bible, ur friends or others read!" - unknown

God bless!

kaiz

Psalm 42

2007-04-12T01:15:00.000+08:00

As the deer pants for streams of water
so my soul pants for you, O God.
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?

oh God let me be like the thirsty deer that pants for You.

Let me be Addicted!

amen

WOrk WoRk

2007-04-11T01:15:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps, doesnt matter anyone of u read but well thanks LESTER! for being the 1st to tag this yr hgahaha! thanks! well i'm having my 3mths plus holidays and i've found a temp job being an office boy hahaha

Job Scope:
-eat snake
-eat more snake
-eat most snake

hahaha joking! well just doing admin stuff for government agency called "International Enterprise Singapore" helping them do reasearch on local companies and helping them link to foreign buyers to boost local economy... hahaha as a design student i dunno why i ended up doing a business student kinda job! LOL! but anyway that was wat i think "this kind of job is more of a NO Brainer TASK" so better... DESIGNing are for pple with BRAINS, i have but just wanna rest it for the 3rd yr semester hahaha!

so update again!

kaiz

my draw house!

2007-03-20T03:45:00.000+08:00

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

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STRESSED

2007-03-14T02:22:00.000+08:00

WOW been 5mths i last blogged...

well 1 word to sum it up...

STRESSED...

well i gotta run! exams in a few days gotta finish up my work!

kai

隨風而必靠近

2006-10-17T03:14:00.000+08:00

Short sentence some what poem by me

this is kind of a thot that came to me about my view on things we keep searching for but yet we still can't find...and the sentence following the thot...
(= Chim rite!

hence i'm a design student, i wanna bring my works or wat into another level so therefore now i'm exploring into expression of myself in different forms, in art, poem(language) or pictures i take... yup hope u guys will enjoy it and tell me your different view on what i see things as... cos we are all made uniquely and differently and even my this chinese poem might bring different light to you, so do share! keep the ball rolling!

kai

Back

2006-10-17T02:59:00.000+08:00

Hi pple,

Yup time does fly pass fast...it's near to the end of 2006 and so far wat have u all achieved?

my journey so far was some what meaningful, full of surprises and all

but overall i still wanna Thank God especially for seeing me through all this moments.

1st of all i wanna Thank Him for helping get through my 1st yr in nafa as i got very good results 3.0 GPA, kinda high and i was 1st in class with that points.

now i've just taken my 2nd yr 1st sem's exam and i'm praying that i can still honour God and my family and pple who support me all this while with good grades again, i doubt i'll be top but i have faith that i wont do that bad.

2nd is...it's kinda surprising but i will share.

few weeks back my lecturer gave my class a project and some of us where given the choices of different projects we can do, so i pick up a nike design contest to be the project and it was to use creativity to create an art piece by using nike's product...

so i did it and to me honestly speaking, it wasn't my best yet but i manage to finish it and submit for the contest. well it was also during my exam period so i committed all my projects to the Lord, praying that what ever happens i will still honour Him and praise Him and i wanna get good results to be a testimony.

and to my surprise, last week a lady called me in the morning and i answer it half awake, but she mentioned that my work was selected as one of the finalist, i jumped out of my bed...hahaha and i was like so surprise and thank God for that... then i told myself chey finalist only but later did i realise that it was in the top 12 of all designs submitted by art schools in singapore so i was kinda very happy and shock hahaha...

then i realise that it was all because of HIM and not me... THANK YOU LORD!

Even i didnt win any prize but it was a so call hint from heaven that my heavenly father is always watching after me... and with the letter of appreciation from NIKE it was good enough for me as a portfolio next time goin out to look for job...

Yup...!

2006-08-18T02:46:00.000+08:00

Your Love Style is Storge

For you, love and friendship are almost the same thing
And your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind
(You've been known to still have connections with exes)
But sometimes your love is not the most passionate
Leap before you look, and you'll find that fire you crave

What's Your Love Style?

2006-08-14T02:41:00.000+08:00

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

2006-08-14T02:22:00.000+08:00

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.

What Time Of Day Are You?

birthday challange

2006-08-06T02:02:00.001+08:00

Well well i've not blog for so long anyways too busy with skool projects and i'm like drown k... well i've uploaded this video dear old david who video and edited on my birthday challenge... my 2 buddies, DAVID and JOHN treated me to billy bombers but it was not free, i have to do some challenge and enjoy the laugh abt me doing it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1iiLM3pRTk

dried up

2006-08-06T00:43:00.000+08:00

i'm so dried up from my projects...! Lord help me! help me in my weakness and my dryness... i thrist for u more yet i'm still a bit blind to see where to find you... help me! let my eyes see and my ears to hear, my voice to cry out...

My Thots and prayer to you, FATHER

for i'm weak but YOU are strong.
let me be addicted to YOU, like the air i breathe.

YOU always know what's goin on in my life, yet i tried to hide.
Forgive me for all the things i've done and let me come back to YOU like a prodigal son.

No minds can know what YOU have installed for me so let me have a glimpses it
Yet hold on to it till i'm fully ready to receive and do.

All i ask in YOUR son's precious name (JESUS)

AMEN!

BACK to the bone

2006-05-17T18:54:00.000+08:00

WEll hahaha Mr K. is back with more nonsense of cos!

well its been a long and hard mth of april with exam and the routine of rushing finish projects and i Thank God i did my projects fast enough to avoid long queues to print my projects hahaha LOL to those who did their work so last min... "Or bi Good!" anyway i learnt how to work smart nd work fast... yup major stress are over, now just have to sit and wait for my results to be out but i had my 1st glimpse of my result cos my class work are not bad so mostly are B+ or As i think if not wrong lar... so waiting for promotion to 2nd yr of nafa.

Anyway Da Vinci Code movie is coming out and its the talk of the mth or wat for churches and non churches i guess... well i'm somehow prepared to ans wat non believer would ask.... HAVE U? cos the bible did says that be always ready to give an ans and wittness to others but in a gentle way. So BE PREPARED!!!!

ANYWAY was pondering over this quote by somebody in the net.

"Be a first rate version of yourself, not a second rate version of someone else."

YUP nowadays i see youths, young pple and maybe i'm guilty of it too. Chase after fashion or do things that their idols do and so on and putting a fake front...Hmmmm prob they have identity crisis hahaha for me its just prob trying to be fashionable lar...

YUP I WANNA BE THE ORGINAL VERSION! version K. hahaha

With Love,

ah kai

2006-04-18T02:50:00.000+08:00

Gone for MUGGING!

Be BACK on 30th APRIL!

d=

April fools day 2006

2006-04-01T00:33:00.000+08:00

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHIIIEEEEEEE the MOST happiest day in my life heehee...
just a short glimpse of wat happen today heehee...

Friday 31/03, i met up with the guys from JG for lunch and 2 rounds of DOTA. heehee
then evening i went out with my cell mates for dinner at taka, have cheese bake rice and it ROCKS mann! YUMMILIOUS! basically we hang for dinner and chilled at mos burger having our ALL TIME FAV. Mr Ice Milk Tea! it was cool and refreshing heehee! had some conversation and chatted on anything and everything and David let me hear the clip he download from MR BROWN on Valentines day joke hahaha was funny clip to hear.

Well to the Juice of the story today:

After which about 9plus, all of us parted our ways as the night draws to a close for us as we had a long day, well not for meee heehee as b4 i reach the bus stop to which i was surppose to take my bus, i receive a sms from heehe my sec friend as she was quite bored in town too and ask me if i wanna catch a show or walk around with her...well since we are very close and good buddies i agreed to accompany such alonely soul in orchard road...

So We met up at HMV to browse around at the barang barang shops at 4th level... chatted and laughed all the way lar, got so many things to share and joke about and then we decided to catch a late nite show at cineleisure so we went towards cine that direction to check the showtime 1st b4 we really decide...so half way after crossing the traffic light, she told me that her shoe got problem and then no chair around lar so she ask me to hold her hand for awhile so that she can adjust her shoe.

I was so so so Pai Seh lorz a girl holding my hand and in the middle of Orchard road and wat if someone i know bum into me and sees me holding her hand...ARGGHHH i'm so dead lorz and would sure gossip that i had a galfriend heehee...well anyway back to the story... Honestly speaking, i kinda like her for a while liao, aint it obvious? agreeing to meet up and walk around with her so late at nite instead of goin home to rest...heehee suddenly my heart pumping very fast as u know someone u had good feelings abt is NOW HOLDING ur HANDS heehee can u feel it!

i tell you i was almost blushing from the inside out! but i was holding it lorz hahaha! as u know, YES i'm a noisy, loud and thick skin fella but comes to BGR i'm really shy lorz...i wont really tell a gal that i really like her...so PAISEH ONE....! i really shy in this...well 7yrs no galfriend liao of cos lost touch with those skills hahaha!

oki the climax of the story... so suddenly after finishing adjusting her shoe, my friend(heehee i dun wanna mention name to protect her identity) she start walking but still holding on to my hand and then i was begin so called dragged along by her and she felt a bit of pull from me lar as i was still puzzle when she didn't let go...but i was so paiseh to ask lar but i think she knows wat i was thinking maybe cos she turn around and gently ask me

"Do u mind being a gentlemen and hold me all the way?" she said.

i replied with a "Huh?" as usual the blur me...

hahaha tell u, i should snapshot the expression on her face getting a bit "cannot Tahan my blurness" hahaha giggles!

so again she gently told me, "do u mind if i could hold ur hand everyday?"

then i was really paiseh and really blushing outside in! and i couldn't form my sentence well at that time haha

but eventually i opened up telling her that in fact i kinda like her too...so i told her that she can hold my hands, FOREVER.....

EEEeeeeeeeee..... 1st time i picture myself saying such a mashi mashi word... HAIR STANDS! well in the end we didn't catch any movie, instead we chat on the things we look in each other and a bit of really getting to know one another more...

heehee thats my juice story...wats urs

Anyway just wanna wish all of u who are my faithful blog readers a wonderful, blessed

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY

Gotcha??? Well everything i told is real untill the taking bus home all the way till the end hahaha!

love ya all! dun stone me!
kai

01 - 04 - 2006

Think Again

2006-03-29T17:05:00.000+08:00

Imperfection

A water bearer had two large pots, each hung on each end of a pole which he carried across his neck. One of the pots had a crack in it, and while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water at the end of the long walk from the stream to the master's house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.

For a full two years this went on daily, with the bearer delivering only one and a half pots full of water in his master's house. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments.But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it was able to accomplish only half of what it had been made to do. After two years of what it perceived to be a bitter failure, it spoke to the water bearer one day by the stream.

"I am ashamed of myself, and I want to apologize to you."

"Why?" asked the bearer. "What are you ashamed of?"

"I have been able, for these past two years, to deliver only half my load because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your master's house. Because of my flaws, you have to do all of this work, and you don't get full value from your efforts," the pot said.

The water bearer felt sorry for the old cracked pot, and in his compassion he said, "As we return to the master's house, I want you to notice the beautiful flowers along the path."

Indeed, as they went up the hill, the old cracked pot took notice of the sun warming the beautiful wild flowers on the side of the path, and this cheered it some. But at the end of the trail, it still felt bad because it had leaked out half its load, and so again the pot apologized to the bearer for its failure.

The bearer said to the pot, "Did you notice that there were flowers only on your side of your path, but not on the other pot's side? That's because I have always known about your flaw, and I took advantage of it. I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back from the stream, you've watered them. For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate my master's table. Without you being just the way you are, he would not have this beauty to grace his house."

- Author Unknown -

Still think u are a flawed pot?

Think again!

Inspiration

2006-03-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

Thought of the day and for a friend in need...

"Cowardice asks the question: is it safe?
Expediency asks the question: is it politic?
Vanity asks the question: is it popular?
But conscience asks the question: is it right?

And there comes a time when one must take a position that is neither safe, nor politic, nor popular- but one must take it simply because it is right."

- Martin Luther King, Jr.

Sometimes in life, we face many difficulties or maybe troubles and problems but these are just milestones that would either make us stronger or break us. What i can say is that the building or the breaking all depends on ourselves and it boils down to the point on which the choices we make...deters the end result.

my friend, if u are reading this...let me tell u,

"Life is always hard but God is always fair!"

sometimes i know it's hard to accept some facts in life that is unfair but it's the choice we make, makes the difference, u can wake up and be late for skool, lecturer scolds u and then u say "wat a bad day...!" or "Thank God, i'm alive to live another day and be able to hear!" Choice is ours...

Temptations are everywhere to be found, it might be ur best friend sometimes but still the choice is ours to pick... Can't blame God for wat has happened or why it happen to only me, everyone has a fair share of problems, rich or poor...

Once i was sharing with a friend of mine saying that how Blessed is he that he does not have to worry abt having wat to eat every new day as he's rich but he also brought to light that he has to worry abt losing the money he has... well rich or poor it doesn't matter... Again, it's the choices we make.

Sometimes i know it's hard to control ur tongue in the use of words when u are outside or wat but remember the start where Martin Luther King, Jr. mentioned, What matter most is. "is it right?" be it,is it safe to use those words, is everyone using those words, is it the most HAPPENING words to use... it's the CHOICE we make.

I choose "IS IT RIGHT?"

What's yours today?

my 2 cents worth of thoughts

kai

We Rock Our Socks

2006-03-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

19/03/2006 SUNDAY ROX

b4 sun was sat...

Sat

Was a fun day, went ECP for picnic with my cell members and we did cycling but i picked blading together with john as i wanna learn, cos i'm gonna practice and beat hitomimashimoro my classmate in it....showdown would prob be after assessments hahaha...

Thank God that the weather was fine as i forgot to plan a plan B just in case it rain...how silly and forgetful of me as usual...sotong boy...! anyone wanna eat soton? hahaha...but i learnt my lesson, never go to ECP on a skool holiday or prob weekends... so crowded, feel like fainting.

Anyway was a fruitful trip got to enojoy with the rest and relax even though i know in the back of my mind there are some projects to rush finish... but i need a break too...

SUN

Well today like the main headline u know, TODAY'S SUNDAY ROX MY SOCKS. Why? hahaha to start with...Hmmm i did like to try starting from the back, as u can see i'm a liverpool fan and they won 3-1 yeappie!!!

too double the Joy, my church soccer team "Joshua Generation United" ROX everyone's SOCKS today...we were playing a friendly match against another church at bukit panjang, some more at my house there...this time it was at the west side...so shiok cos everytime bedok, pasir ris or some east side.

line up today was:

Keeper - Bram @ pattsomepong
Right Backs - Joel no.3 / Garry
Left Backs - the Kang / Shawnie
Centre Back - Alaster the molester
Sweeper/Centre Back - Sam Lim Kopi
Right Midfielder - Ah Q / William
Left Mid - Warren
Defensive Mid - David / Justus
Centre Mid - Lester / Vincente
Attacking Mid - Gordon
Striker - Me

As i was saying, the match went well, of cos for the winners would say that, We had a thrashing match mann! FINAL score was 8-1...could have easily been 11-1 or 15-1 but thanks to my legs i miss 3 shots on goal... but contributors for the goals are: in order

1 - Me
2 - Me again
3 - Not Me (Warren)
4- Not Me too (Warren)
5- Ahhh Me again!
6- No More Me (Warren)
7- Justus
8- Warren (Greedy sia this guy,hat trick not enough must score 1 more)

Anyway wanna say "Keep it up Guys, Great Job" our passes were direct, creative and DEADLY! Previously against the same team our attack flair was nice but david and me didn't play so lost 3-0 so u should know why lar...hahaha

Ya was my happiest day in soccer cos never win in such a big goal difference... and never score 3 goals in a match b4 too heehee and that opens my goal scoring a/c...let the flood gates open! Partly i dunno whether should say this but dun care lar, "sorry 1st to our female supportors" It seems lar everytime u all come and support we lose and when never come we win always... seems to me the gals distracted the guys from soccer hahaha...the younger guys are a bunch of Lycans hahaha!

so that was how i spent my SUNDAY TODAY! WE ROCK OUR SOCKS

With loads of Luff
Kai

updates 11/03/06

2006-03-11T05:11:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL SUX BUT LIFE IS NOT

Just a simple update of myself, guess by the past few blogs u can see i'm somehow lazy to type my life story, but when i'm talkative it can be like 1200-1500 or more words type of research heehee.

Anyway, 1st week of school has ended and i have started to feel the heat... well maybe becos this time round school fee is paid by myself so really need to work hard. made major mistakes in the past which lead to today being one of the oldest in class...well last time i was too playful and i wasted my life away in school and was not serious (in the sense work) at all.

Prob now i'm much different from past...grown a little (erm...4-5yrs) haha had seen much of the world outside, survive with just $250 a mths before, being poor b4 untill so jialat, now still broke lar and getting all the work experience... well i can say that even though school life is tough or stressful but i'm thankful that i can have a 2nd chance back at nafa and student life is always the best. I'm thankful to have a 2nd chance too in pathing my future once more... i thank God for the 4-5yrs of shaping and moulding of my character and my attitude towards the others and preparing for school life again.

well my age gap between my school mates and i were 4-7yrs difference but i'm so blessed to be in my church's youth ministry where i get to hang out with youths to impart my life,share our laughter and tears together, which some how prepared me in managing or relating to younger ones, help me to bridge the age gap. Surprisingly almost everyone in school thinks i'm19...Woo hoo..... hahaha my age maybe 25 this year BUT i'm still young at heart! haha

I'm Childlike not Childish heehee

yup school is stressful but the friends i made in this three months were quite fruitful, got to know a few peeps better such as Bernutz, Hitomi-mashimoro, Alex the chinaman, leon, Jo Jo "armani", Guo You, Tsen "vincent" haha and of cos gabrielana the latest addition to the tribe she's hitomi's friend whom i got to know when my class had an in-line blading outing at ECP. Oh gab Thanks for the November Choplin Cd...Nice songs!

Pic taken at bedok jetty:

yup...will update soon lar! gotta sleep as i cant just now so i blog heehee

Love ya all!
Kaister

Creative Prayer

2006-03-10T00:51:00.000+08:00

Lord,

HELP ME!!!

i need to be more creative in my skool work!

AMEN!

Goshhhhhhh....

2006-03-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

1 week school holidays are over...back to school sia! lots of project deadlines again...GOSHhhh...

FH poster

2006-02-21T01:17:00.000+08:00

One of my skool Projeck that i have completed... more to come, well i'm having my examz now so many projeck deadlines....i'm drowning hahaha!

Self Evaluation

2006-02-19T01:28:00.000+08:00

Hi pples... Do this survey for me can? Just an evaluation of me heehee!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=kaism

Thanks!

kai

Valentines day 2006

2006-02-14T02:29:00.000+08:00

Boulevard of Broken Valentine

hi friends, strangers or my fans...! yes, as u have guessed ah kai is back! well today is 14/02/2006 and no one has ask me out yet haha but actually this yr i didn't really ask anyone out, well simply there is no one free to be ask and those to be ask i guess have been asked so i save my time from the trouble and the other reason is i'm now swimming in the sea of projects and deadline...SIGHZ no time for this kind of things well many would say valentines day is not really about goin out with the gal or guy u like but for friends. YES i agree! that's why i'm dedicating today's blog for one of my special friend other then (Jesus is my BEST friend) it's a HE and don't get me wrong... i'm not GAY!

so TO ONE OF MY SPECIAL FRIEND : But i guess u wouldn't be able to read this...but no worries, i'll read it to u when i see u ok! i dunno when we'll meet but i know we will, i PROMISE...!!!

14/02 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ALVIN TAN!!!
(sorry,all along the years after u've change church i didn't manage to wish u.)
HOW COOL IS IT TO HAVE A BIRTHDAY ON VALENTINES DAY!

ALVIN TAN CHENG BOON born 14/02/1979 - 14/01/2006

It's been a month u have gone but i know u are in safe hands of our heavenly father! even though u can't see this post but i will write it for u and i know that u are at the finishing line cheering on for many of us that are still in the race!

Alvin Tan, Thank You for ur life that has impacted me in some ways that i didn't mention when u are around but still i will say:

Thank you for being my friend when i 1st joined the church even as a non believer
Thank you for being a drummer that i look up to and i was inspired to be a drummer becos of u.
Thank you for the time u spent teaching me some drum-ing technics
Thank you for being my cell leader in the early JG days
Thank you for been so cheerful and always giving ur smile away to everyone
Thank you for encouragement when ever u see me discouraged
Thank you for everything

i wont forget the good old days of soccer with the rest and you in church, vincent's house and at the children camp 1994 when i 1st got to know the bunch of fantastic buddies...

4 days before u left us, ivan david, john, eugene and me were about to go and visit u at ur house but u were busy so we say another time will visit u again, not knowing what we really said but was roughly "Aiya, still got alot of time one la, next time then we visit him again!" but it was only 4 days after that we really visited u but u were not able to hear or speak to us...!

SORRY!

but rest assure that ur life spent on earth was not wasted and i believe that many of ur fruits has shown and many are growing. And i can imagine that the impact was so great, yes u are indeed a man that was broken before the LORD...many a times, u ask God why would many unfortunate things happen to u, like having heart problems mths b4 u left, break up with girlfriend and many disappointments and u keep asking God why? but i also know that u have surrendered all of that to God and u have told him that the whys does not matter and what matters is His Plan and Will for u... and today i can say that u have walked according to His Will a man that is always doing only the background work in ministry yet impacted and changed many youths life including mine...i guess it's fair that God has taken you back to rest as u have done much!

A life that has walked accordance to His Will His Planning, i was amazed by the no. of pple that came for ur wake that day some 500plus pple, that's when i realised, it's not how many pple u know or have befriend with but is how many pple have u impacted matters, i pray to God that i would wanna be like you. Your Patience to others i'm always amazed and i never seen u get angry even when pple have offended u... U reminded me of Some one who was the same like u, always forgiving, never changing, a man that was also broken b4 the LORD, he is none other than JESUS CHRIST himself, till his death, he still forgive others that had wrong him and even walk according to the father's will...

Obedience is Far more better than Sacrifice!

Lord i thank you for ALVIN TAN...!

ALVIN, Pls keep cheering for me at the end point i need that...!

ah kai
14/02/2006

Bo Liao part 1

2006-02-08T03:17:00.000+08:00

Bo Liao Question time! Part 1

What did the ruler and rock say to each other?

answers would be out soon!

Pics of Dec 2005

2006-01-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

My Dec 2005!

JG youth camp 2005 "Wakening!"

My Cooking "Shi Fu" Auntie Eva! u are FANTASTIC! thanks!

My very 1st Baked Seafood Lasagne! YUMMI YUMMI!

Out of Town

2005-11-28T11:10:00.000+08:00

Would be out of town for the next few days and next week too!

1-6 Dec Cambodia Mission Trip

12-15 Dec Joshua Generation Youth Camp (Malaysia)

Yup will update u all on the trip!

Pls pray for the mission trip and for us too

kaiz

I LOVE WEEKEND

2005-11-24T16:52:00.000+08:00

Yeahhh...I LOVE WEEKENDS even though i need to do many things for ministry like play the drummers for service,run youth ministry, leaders meeting, lead children's church worship all pack into Sat & Sun. Like traffic Jam sia! One thing after another and this sunday i'm playing for 2 services...Wooo...! But This Sat, JG is having an event called "LOST!" for friends at SENTOSA (one of my fav place to go so if anyone wanna date me out can ask me to go there! heehee!)

OH THINK I'M IN LOVE....! =P

I'M IN LOVE WITH JOSHUA GENERATIONS
I'M IN LOVE WITH SENTOSA
I'M IN LOVE WITH WEEKENDS

well...will update soon... busy lately with drama prac for Christmas, leaders retreat and many meetings and planning for youth grp 2006 and preparing for MISSION TRIP 1st dec YEAHHH!

What kind of seducer are you?

2005-11-23T03:31:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.
You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorableEven a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's lifeBy giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.
Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Blog value

2005-11-12T01:42:00.000+08:00

HOW MUCH IS YOUR BLOG WORTH?

My blog is worth $18,065.28.
How much is your blog worth?

Duty

2005-11-01T00:50:00.000+08:00

My past few mths 2005

2005-10-14T01:18:00.000+08:00

Wow time fly so fast with just a blink of an eye, I haven't been blogging for like 1-2mths? Gosh I guess time is not really on my side...

Well if in few words to describe my past few month, I think I would say it's like colour pencils, so many things happened good and bad just like the colours, so many to represent each events. DO U WANNA KNOW MORE???

Oki...let's take a step in to my wonderful invention, called the
"KAISTE'S TIMEMACHINE"
(Warning: might bring u back in time for very long so only if u have time then step in!)

Let's tune back to "August 2005"

The Month which was full of worries for me

Anywaes, this was the month where I called back to my old skool "NAFA" to arrange for an interview for a re-entry to continue my studies in GRAPHIC DESIGN that I had deferred many yrs back for National Service (it was a colourful memory with lots of rescue work in SCDF as a firemen) back to story...so an interview was arranged for me and well I was suppose to show my portfolio of my works.

It didn't when well for the 1st interview as I only brought my current works done outside of skool and so the lecture been nice explain to me that they still need to see my past works so he gave me a 2nd chance by rescheduling a 2nd interview for me to bring the past designs and current works again for interview. Before I left his office, the lecture said something to make me low in morale. Below was something he said (but in my own words)

"As u know that u have been out of skool for few yrs and so the skool has to interview you and review ur works, so the 2nd interview pls come with more works and don't disappoint us...if u decide not to come pls tell us in advance, thank you!"

WAH it's like so demoralizing to me lorzzz......well after that I went home with very very deep thots about my future, "WAT IF I DID NOT GET INTO NAFA" with just O lvl cert wat can I really do??? Then I started to panic and worry so much that I suddenly realized that I have not been like that in my entire 20 over yrs before! I tell u, this kind of feeling was very SCARY! I still can remember that it was a Friday and I had to go home cell in the evening.

Well as I reach Boss(Terence's house) for home cell, at the doorstep I was still having the worried and depressed long papaya face, seems like the whole world has fallen on my back but before entering Boss's house I told myself "hey dun pull a long face and go in to make everyone "sian" or wat." So I step in with my usual Mr. Sunny sunshine face and greeted the rest of my buddy.

During our time of worship I think David lead the song "Still", I tell you that was the song that I really need...in the sense that I need that song to become real to me.

The song says:

Hide me now, under Your Wings
Cover me, within Your mighty hands

Find rest my soul, in Christ alone
Know His Power, in quietness and trust

When the ocean rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father, You are King over the flood
I will be still
Know You are GOD...

I was telling God, father u know my heart, it's like a storm inside and I really Ur peace

After worship, Boss invite us to break into pairs to share among ourselves and I was paired with Boss of cos and I told him about my worries of future and after sharing he started to pray for me and he prayed right on the spot as if God was using him as middle man to tell me something like "Be still and know He is God" (truly God was using Terence to speak to me) and I started to weep and cried uncontrollably. As everyone finish praying for their partners, I saw the STUNNED face on everyone because most of them never see me cry b4 cos I'm the very cheerful and smiley face guy and suddenly I cried, LOL should have seem Ivan's face especially cos he buddy with me so many years liao like since sec3 till now like only see my cry a few time only lor 10 fingers to count still have leftovers. But one thing I realized that is I have not been sharing much with my buddies enough, probably that's the reason SORRY GUYS! Next time I will open up more! But I realize that I only like to share with auntie Lydia (My Wonderful Godma) and sometimes Boss or wat lorz that's why...Dun want too many pple to see my cry heehee

But I went home with the peace of God with my and probably I have learn to be a bit still in situation like that and also learnt that I have to open up more often so next time anyone of u can just ask me to share or open up. (But pls dun ask me who I like or anyone in mind hahaha cos I won't share that...or maybe heehee!)

(Gosh I think I'm writing composition instead of blogging sia)

Well u know wat, in the midst of typing all these life story, someone called ELIZABETH THIA POH CHU told me not to be long winded and to cut short, well if I cut short then there is nothing left to tell hahaha!

So I went home after that week I was trying to dig out all my past works and I really mean DIG from my grandma's house and it's really in a mess mann! Finally I went for the 2nd interview and I made 1 blooper, I forgot to bring my shirts that I designed and only got the design on paper...SIANZ!!!! Well overall it was better than the 1st anywae but the result is not out yet up till now.

"Sunday 28 August 2005" - I will never forget

This is not wat u would be thinking of like meeting the love of my life or wat hahaha but it was kinda sad and gloomy

It was my grandma's birthday so all my relatives meet to celebrate during lunch somewhere near my grandma's house at Kitchener rd and also near my church heehee so after service I went to the restaurant straightway as it was 1pm lunch and my service finish at 12.30pm

When I reach the restaurant then I realize that it was a vegetarian restaurant and they have this buddha and guan ying (note: it's in low caps) idols there, so naturally I know this is a buddist restaurant but anyway I dun really care buddist, Taoist or wat restaurant, naturally the food comes from God almighty

So everyone dig in to the tasty food and chopsticks was literally flying all around as all the dishes come in cos every one late and the dish have to come late and everyone was hungry by then cos lunch started only at 2pm.

As we reach the last 2-3 dishes, we know for such there would 2-3 pple who would be full by then and go around chatting with the rest as we had 2 tables for our relatives abt 24 of us. For I go into the details of the story, (I'm the 1st Christian among my relatives) so I had this eldest uncle going to my table asking "So the food nice? Did you pray to ur God (say grace) for the food? Do u know the food is paid by all of the uncles and aunties? Why don't u pray to us and thank us for the food, why pray to ur God, I pay for it u know?" these were the questions one by one being asked continuously by my relative that day and also bringing up other matters regarding Christianity, saying many things to hurt me, not forgetting my mum who also was one of them persecuting me.

Let me tell u, at that time I was really boiling inside my heart and was so hurt by all the words spoken on me and I wanted to blow up and shout at my uncles and aunties directly at them and criticize back on their idol (U can't imagine wat's going on in my mind, I almost wanted to shout that guan ying was an Ah qua god [homosexual] as it comes in 2 sexes and shout at the wood idol if u are real talk to me) I was really fuming head to toe! I tried to cool myself by going to the toilet and I ask God if I should really shout back and defend my faith and if God really allow me I will definitely say out all my thots!

But after waiting and holding back all the tears in my eye in the toilet, I heard a still small voice saying "Shhhh...just keep quiet". Mann I tell u, I questioned God, WHY...? Why the bad guys always win, so I kept quiet for the last few dishes of food until it was time to leave and I send my grandma back home together with my elder cousin, after reaching grandma's place, I went straight to the room which I use to stay when I was staying with granny and lock myself in the room.

This was the time I started to pour out to God, I hated the way my relative treat me and on the injustice, on why him just allow my to fight back and silence the persecutors, those words spoken abt me and Christianity really hurt me really deep to the core and I told God that those words really shattered my heart into many pieces and no one can heal it...I cry and cry and cry (think can really fill half a can of coke)

Then it was time for me to go back to church just across granny's place to help in decorating the church for an evangelistic outreach for neighborhood children. When I reach church, Godma saw me and I believe Holy Spirit has somehow make her come to me and ask "Are u alright, wat happen to u? I felt something was wrong", I began to relate on what happen and tears uncontrollably started to fall again, mann I seem like a cry baby ar! LOL...but wat make me cry even more was when God spoke thru Godma said (this was the actual word she used and I didn't told her wat happen when I was in my room) "God will be the one to pick up the broken pieces of heart and mend it back" at that moment I cry to God "Abba father, THANK YOU!"

As Godma further explain to me that why God wanted me to keep quiet, she brought me back to some 2000yrs ago, a man (or I should say a fully MAN yet fully GOD) name JESUS CHRIST was faintly walking down the road with the whole worlds burden on His back towards place where He would be killed, He was PLAITED with a crown of thorns, MOCKED, WHIPPED, LAUGHED, SPAT and probably STONED at, on the way to death, "He did not speak a word but he continued" and only word that came out was "Forgive Them, for they know not..." I was totally humbled and was in my heart face down bowing to God saying "forgive me Lord for I know not...!"

Well I shall stop here and continue other side stories...but from these 2 personally stories or testimony I would say, please learn the morale of the story as I had learnt...

Thank you for ur time! Let's go back to our time!

In His love and grace
Ah Kai

Drown

2005-08-19T14:02:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD

BUT CURRENTLY THE BLOGGER IS
DROWN IN THE SEA OF WORK......

CPR in PROGRESS

Happi birthday to me

2005-07-20T14:17:00.000+08:00

Well after much wait and request from my fans all over Singapore and some say JB and Batam
i've return to my blog for this week since may my tung ling Graduation.

anyway today i took off from work and busyness of life just for a special person that i really like and love so much that i can spent time with heeheehee *winks winks*, guess who? plss scroll down if u wanna see!

ME hahahahaha... it's my BIRTHDAY! Hooray!!!

Happi Birthday to ME, Happi Birthday to ME, Happi Birthday to ME
Happi Birthday to ME!

**Blows off the candle**

i love myself so much heehee

tune in to my blog for more interesting stories or tales of ah kai, as i will try to blog offen again! take care pple! tired! cos my church buddies celebrated my bday yesterday till very late heehee.

2005-05-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

See Who came to my graduation in Tung Ling bible skool? HeeHee...joking...Lina NG was one of my classmate too heehee

Graduating

2005-05-21T02:04:00.000+08:00

Hi peepsss!

GOOD NEWS to bring!

i'm graduating from my bible college this coming THURSDAY.

AND everyone of you are invited! yup! U who are reading this!

details :

26th May 2005
(Thursday)
07:30pm
Church of Singapore ( Marine Parade )

pls R.S.V.P. kai 94550956

God bless You!

kai

Busy

2005-04-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

Hi pple!

sorry this week no update cos i'm busy in skool with book review, magazine design for my skool and many many things... so back when i'm free again but dunno when lar...hope to be soon to share my stories again...! see ya and MISS YA ALL!!!

kaiz

TLBC

2005-04-10T00:30:00.000+08:00

I'm Back again heehee! Back with mischief hahaha just joking!

Have a wonderful week, got to noe some of the TungLing classmates better during these few weeks.Have a Brother in Christ call Aaron in Tung Ling who bless me a lot by treating me for meals and drinks and also shared his life experiences in the past and workin world, i'm really touched and blessed by Him.

OH Oh i got a celebrity classmate who quit from acting and join us in TLBC heehee Lina Ng, well she's not bad,very talkative and like a da jie to me...very buddy with me and we are in the same prison ministry tat we sign up for well i will tell more abt prison ministry that i'm serving now in my next blog or wat. It was really a life changing experience goin in there.

But now i'm goin to tok abt my classmates hahaha why? cos got one very thick skin ask me to tok good things abt her hahaha! so thick skin rite? her name is none other than

ELIZABIRD oops Elizabeth Thia!

wat can i say abt her?
Height - 150 i think
Weight - 40kg?
Gender - I'm not sure.
Trademarks - "Slap Ur Face then u noe", "Hahaha" (VERY LOUDLY)

haha well i'm joking with u k Birdie dun be angry!

anywae she a very kind lady lar...kind of a male version of me that brings joy around to pple around her. Alwasys so bubbly,full of joy and jokes and craps hahaha! never fail to put a smile in you! just like me hahahaha!

oh actually i was toking to Auntie Ju(Dean) and we saw you praying for Aaron b4 he lead us in worship, well we agreed and gotta say that u have a child like faith which is a good thing lar and the way u pray very original and very you (kidish kidish but not childish) keep it up mann! well jus like Aaron our big brother say be urself tats good enough! really encouraged by u too in ur sharing! hahaha HEY THIS is my blog...why i tok so much of u! well anyway give credit to u lar... dun say i bad k... yup Thats Elizabeth Thia~

well TL was really a time tat help me in my walk with God and understand the word of God better...Mann for those who have not gone to Tung Ling yet...dun wait any more sign up!

i will stop here for now...a bit tired

till then...

keep on praying

kaiz

Faith, Evidence of the unseen.

2005-03-25T22:24:00.000+08:00

Is Faith the evidence of the unseen?

well i tell ya a BIG "YES"

these 3 weeks God has humbled my heart to trust Him in some difficult areas of my life. Strings of event tat causes me to grow in such faith in Him!

I started my 3 mths Tung Leng bible skool in early march, we have 4 book reviews in this 3mths duration and usually being "kai" tats "me" of cos don't really read books tat fast (my reading speed is VERY SLOW! trust me...1 book 3-6mths is fast for me) But by God's grace i manage to read a book by Loren Cunningham founder of YWAM "Youth With A Mission" called "IS THAT REALLY YOU, GOD?" speaks abt he's life from young hearing God's voice and letting God's voice lead his life with strings of events tat really blows ur mind away.

The reason i'm sharing to u abt this book i read is becos i finished it in 2 1/2 weeks, ain't God wonderful? i believe He's slowly changing and moulding me and i'm very happy and excited all abt it, i also believe during this shaping and moulding there might be tests of event and encounters, lots of striping of my old man and maybe pain but i'm already for the challenge which is ahead -

10 that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, 11 that if possible I may attain the resurrection from the dead. 12 Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect; but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. 13 Brethren, I do not consider that I have made it my own; but one thing I do, forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, 14 I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 3 : 10-14 -

after read Loren Cunningham's book on how faithful God was really encouraged me and stir something in my heart and putting my trust in Him. well give a few testimony for u to spur u on to continue running this race with me!

my list of events :
(names are not used that they are protected heehee)

Tung Leng Bible Skool fee - Free all paid for by Church and Church memeber

Allowance - someone came up to me and decides to bless me $50 a week for the next 3 mths, well u might think it's kinda low to survive $50 a week but Lunch are provided during skool! and we actually dun really need to spend alot on our self. keeping our life simple and worries free

may 30th Mission Trip - well for this trip, last tues my classmates encourage me to sign up by faith so i sign up and pray "God if it's Your will to let me go!(Here am i, Send me!)" So the trip to Thailand after Tung leng with my TL classmates cost a total of $700 and u know wat? all been paid for me by pple i dunno on Friday... hahaha God works in marvelous ways. Indescribeable, Uncontainable!

Test - so far in Tung Leng we had 2 theory tests, one on Worship and one on Hearing the voice of God. So i got 100% for Worship, 95% on Hearing the voice of God hahaha i've done Hinghwa Methodist proud hahaha!

oki...tell u more next time or if u wanna hear more of wat was to full story can call me hahaha! i'm willing to share and boost ur faith in Christ!

till then take care everyone!

with luff

Kaiz

Retreat with Jesus

2005-03-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

GONE FOR RETREAT WITH JESUS
will be back in 3mths time

hahaha well i've just started my 1st week of 3mths course at Tung Leng bible colleage mon-fri 8am-1pm. it's an exciting skool mann...learnt many things with only 4days in skool...imagine how powerful are the lecturers... leanrt abt worship, silence and solitude with the Lord so far. seems like information over load but yet in God's grace i managed to understand everything and remember it! well i will wanna share a sermon abt wat i've learnt but no time for it now so when i'm free then i will continue my sermon...

oh i'll only come online on weekends cos i'm a stay in student at TLBC cos my house is too far from skool...will be very free after next week in the afternoonz cos goin to quit my job and concentrate on the study so can call me up @ 94550956 if u are around parkway area next time for coffee...! and got lots of good news and testimony to share abt all my cares and worries being lifted up and carry by God but i will keep it to my next blog. i noe u guys are hungry to noe abt my life kaypo kaypo abt it... well I'm STILL SINGLE hahahaha! nothing's change and still happy abt it... hahaha! take carez pple!

oh p.s. i wrote a chinese worship song but only the verse hahaha so excited! wait for more to b4 reviewed and inspired by Him my Boss up there!

till then, Run this race together, Fight the good fight of faith!

kaiz

Channel News Akai ( part 2 )

2005-02-25T12:19:00.000+08:00

Channel News Akai (Part 2)

Hi, welcome back to Channel News Akai

More on Soccer News today!

-Soccer, Joshua Generation United will be training every sunday 3.30pm at Kitchener Rd field. Feel free to ask ur friends from skool or work to join us for a time of fun and soccer and let us take this chance to invite friends to church then soccer and also bring back old friends at has side tracked from church thru this event. Fellowship after soccer to build relationship with non believers and all b4 goin further to introduce our Coach of all coaches, King of all kings "Jesus".

-Wonderful training match we had with the score 5-5 during the training match last sunday,with team 2 down with 3-1 catching back team 1 with 3-4 eventually leading 5-4 and finally 5-5 with a wonderful equaliser. With Kai back on form as an attack midfielder posting a tread to all midfielders, defenders and goalies,scoring 4 goals in a match last sunday, no one seems to be able to stop him from this goal scoring rampage...one word Deadly! (heehee self praise,international disgrace hahaha) will he continue this goal scoring steak or will there be someone to stop him or post a challenge? will see on this coming sunday's training.

Scorers (pls inform score keeper if it's rite just in case)
Kai - 4
William - 1
Justus - 1
Uncle Peter - 1
Ivan -1
Warren - 1
Sheng Tao - 1

* More on Soccer, La Liga Sec-4s 1st leg(Only the Sec-4s will understand this part heehee) *
It was a fine day, a good weather, Team Sec-4s ready to kick off with the line up of fantastic stars containing players like
-John,the terminator
-Ivan, CS king AKA Nanny
-David, Tay Peng or Tay O?
-Tian Wei, DE Cornlord
-Kai,the Stealth Assassin
-Dennis, the Tonjo Master
and last but not least
-Eugene,the chinny chin chin

1st HALF

1st min-Kick off!
13mins-Nice display of skills of juggling and traping of ball by Ivan,with many thru passes given to him but hey! where's the follow up? seems wasted when there are nice passes but no one there to finish it.
20mins-Terrific lob over the opponent and received by Eugene, he's holding on to the ball,still Eugene with the ball, oh nice fake there,HE continues the run...EUGENE,STILL EUGENE... 30yards "he tries a SHOT!" oh it was far too much for a mistake like that...almost took an own goal at his own half. Sometimes you wonder where the player is dribbling to...
38mins-Corner given to Team Sec-4s...ball flew high up into the box, Tian Wei the Cornlord was there and the tallest amongst all took flight into the air for a header but due to him eating to much CORN b4 the match,he miss the ball totally from the CORNer.

HALFTIME

2nd HALF

46mins-Match continues on with both side still hanging on a 0-0 score line.
58mins-Team Sec-4s still looking strong and with defender John the Terminator makes them even stronger,oh a back pass from a team member to John, he dribbles up front, took a mighty swing at the ball...OH too hard,e ball flew all the way to Hong Kong.
60mins-Oh a nice show case of tactical passing that make John run for a thru pass,WITH THE 2ND CHANCE HE TAKE A SHOT AT GOAL....! GOAL! GOAL!! GOAL!!!! what a nice shot there,what a powerful shot there!
61mins-Hey wait referees were all coming together for a talk..."Oh Mann" the goal was ruled as an "OFFSIDE" Score still 0-0. Let's look at the video replay. "Arrr there you go,just a foot apart that seperates the 1-0 and the 0-0." Now back to the game.
75mins-Midway thru the 2nd half,Kai received a long ball,with his usual stealth mode in soccer, he almost went un-notice when he received the ball. Look, he's not moving at all,what's up in the player's mind,does he think he's still at stealth mode? Wow what a deadly sliding challenge there post by the defenders, almost caught Kai's leg in between...what's going on,holding the ball so long? is he distracted by the fans or is he trying new tricks b4 going for goal? we don't know.
80mins-Match went on with score still 0-0,both team must have been very fruastrated with this score line.
83mins-Speak about dribbling,we haven't seen David cool as a Tay Peng doing what he is normally good at...Yes DRIBBLING...! Tonight he's playing more of an defensive counter attack position at mid field waiting for a chance which haven't arrive yet. HEY SHOW US UR DRIBBLING SKILLS MANN...! U CAN DO IT!
89mins-Seems to me a Draw would be what both teams are bring home,even so we also haven't seen any actions from our Tonjo Master,Dennis.
90mins-Speak of the devil,a clearance from the opponent to Team Sec-4s other half, Dennis received from the clearance at half court, HE TONJOS the ball....! GOALLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!! What a surprising stoppage time goal from Tonjo Master,this time round it never hit uncle leon but went straight for goal and KEEPER didn't even see it coming,it was to fast and sudden. Perhaps that is why we call it a "Tonjo!" 1-0 referee blows the whistle and we have a champion!

FULL TIME 1-0

Man of the match : Dennis the Tonjo Master!

i'm your host Akai bring you all the exciting updates. God bless and Good Bye!

2005-02-24T11:57:00.000+08:00

Team Sec-4s since 1996

Nine West

2005-02-24T00:40:00.000+08:00

Hi pple back from a day's work haha,well well long day at work mann when u can't sit down for nearly 8hrs, oh as i promise i will tell u all abt my work in this blog heehee.

Guess wat...i make full use of my talent in talking so i got a job in sales haha at nine west. Quite a high class shoe shop if u dunno...one shoe can cost $140 at least. YUPZ $$$ expensive! so most of the ladies who buys are Tai Tai or rich kid lar... Even Gloria my god sis a shoperholic in shoe can say something like this "not in my league one! too Ex" hahaha.

Anywae,normally i work at wisma nine west but this whole week i'm workin at isetan scotts ladies shoe dept for nine west and i guess tat they(my boss) goin to permenantly post me here at isetan...got good and bad point. 1stly i started at wisma and i tell u the crowd there is endless,non stop one so very tiring, but isetan more quiet so i got time to rest abit. Speaking abt crowds i tell you,this is the 1st time i've seen the MONSTER side of women buying shoe... totally turn u off mann! Like war zone mann when they fight,snatch(no really fight in the sense) for the shoe they wanted...hahaha and asking for many pairs of shoes to try and in the end never buy and a single "thanks for the trouble" also dun have...wah make me wanna *Bish* those pple. BUT i kept my cool....! =P but there are some sweet ladies too who bother to say thanks. so far the best customer i have is tried 6 shoes and buy all hahaha!

2ndly more shoe sold = more commission too hahaha! so isetan less customer Haizzz...

well well yesterday i work late afternoon shift so got loads of time, i did my quiet time longer and started to play my guitar and sing worship songs...A total relax day and refreshing day and i finally manage to write a chinese song(but wrote the verse only due to lack of time and inspiration) quiet a big achievement for me liaoz cos my chinese oral is good but written is BAD BAD BAD hahaha...but just happen to write a verse down...will share this song next time when it's done...who knows maybe this song would be a top 10 hit worship song for the chinese churches in singapore or some say the world hahaha! DREAM BIG! it's free to dream but i have to wake up from it to make it happen hahaha!

Tom Thursday 24/2 i'm workin morning 9.40-3.40pm then after tat got cocal lesson and tom is test day gotta sing to our lau shi a worship song. oh for those who dunno, ivan,ruth,rachel,pris and me are attending believer music skool for advance vocal lesson from jan till april heehee pretty fun course with the same lau shi from our beginner course Wooo i so scare abt tom's test... cos i'm a bit sick ~ah chew~ ~ah chew~ ~coff~ ~coff~ SEe...i told u...then after lesson got musician practice for sunday service...wat a long day i'm goin to have mann! oops it's tom liaozzz pass 12midnightz wrote this till forget time!!! i better sleep liaozz

till my corny-ness is back i will crap again!

kai

Channel News Akai ( Part 1 )

2005-02-23T03:05:00.000+08:00

Channel News Akai (Part 1)

Welcome to Channel News Akai, i'm ur host today. Let's see what's in line for us today.

-Breaking news! One member of the Sec4-kahilda terrorist gang has broken off from the "Brotherhood Curse" (normally known as "The Curse") which had made them single for so long.

-He was spotted with his new found associate along with the Sec 4-kahilda terrorist gang at novena area,ben khoo house last week watching soccer and was reported that last sunday He and his new associate was again spotted at Kitchener Road planning to meet up with the Sec 4-kahilda gang and was observing the gang's secret soccer training at tat area. However we lost track of Him when He zoom-ed off with his new associate swiftly in a car...

-Members of the public, church, pai kia gang, kiam par gang and especially the choon seng gang are advise to stay in contact with each other in case u meet up with Him and His new associate.

-Below are the picture of Him with the Sec 4-kahilda terrorist gang given by our useful source. To protect the gang members' identity, the picture was partly censored when submitted to us.

Some of the Sec 4-kahilda Terrorist Gang Members called "the Brotherhood". Together with Him (without His New Associate)

Stay tune for more info of what's in and what's not. i'm your host Akai. God bless and Good Bye!

Vday 2005

2005-02-18T07:11:00.000+08:00

Valentines 2005
below is the story of my "er" read the title! (=

Heehee u can't compare my Vday to urs mann heehee "giggles" it was the "sweetest" trust me "SWEETEST"!

10-12pm : Woke up, received my 1st vday sms greetings from "X" heehee shall not say who! for me to noe for u to guess! brush my teeth, wash up and start my day.

12-4pm : went out for lunch and do some misc heehee preparing for THE event! Trim my hair, Colour it and Style it hahaha (so vain) well common wat everyone wanna look the BEST for someone special! yups which i did!

4-6pm : went to pick up "hmmmm" REd Roses (12 of them) for tat very person! and a Pressie tat we arrange to exchange! guess wat i got for her? Mann i saved up for this day lorz (pple said diamonds are gals best friend,is it true?) well for me i was honest enough to ask her abt it well "Lucky" me, she said dun waste money, spent it wisely...haha i'm not cheapo but i like this kind of women heehee! so in the end i got her a pair of shoe, heng i followed her shopping b4 and i notice wat size is her feet size 6 heehee! *guys! remember this point!* so she'll be surprised when i pass her the shoe of her size and also got her a teddy bear. (A special one,one and only in e world! cos i made it myself and sow her name on the teddy) everyone say "Orrrrhhhhhh" this is it mann...

6-7pm : CAN'T WAIT to see her mann! we are suppose to meet at 6.30 lar but she got held up at work so will be late!

7.04pm : FINALLY...! Princess X has arrival... (WOoo... i was totally mesmerise by her smile and her sillyness in the way she apologies for being late! I can't say that she was so pretty and graceful on tat day cos she was and is everyday...! i'm so lucky tat she accepted my request in asking her out on Vday.) Exchanged gifts and rose for the lady. "Orrhhh So sweet of u,i really love the things u gave" from her words,it already melted my heart heehee!

7.05-10plus : To Somewhere Special! (well i was given the task to choose where to eat and all lar by her of cos. so i planned it a week ahead thanks to my buddies in church giving me loads of ideas i've finally decided to do something special. blindfolded her and took a cab,brought her to Labedor Park for Candle light dinner which also thanks to my brothers in church who dun have dates help in setting the picnic dinning in advice b4 we arrive. THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN BROS!) 3hours seems fast to us, we exchanged our life stories,tell jokes and talk abt our ministry that we served in each others church mann i tell u so much could have talk abt if only time can stop there! oh well her family is strict on her to go home early so we had to end there but i manage to be the gentlemen sending her home.

10plus: Journey to the north. (Mann it was a bit far by bus but was worth it...heehee u will think why on earth would we take bus when there's something call CAB. Well i told her honestly tat by taking bus i could be able to spend more time with her cos we are busy with work and our own church commitments, hard for us to meet up so easily. Eventually she agree to tat too! heehee!) we had fun on the bus a double deck, took the top and no one around so we crap around, sang our fav praise and worship on the bus, tickling each other but most of the time i was the one losing to the tickles cos i cannot tahan heehee wimpy rite! hahaha.

11plus : sent her to the door step. (Lets back-track, on the way from bus stop to her house,i really wanted to ask her to be my gf heehee but couldn't find the courage...usually a noisy and loud me like a lion suddenly shrink into a mouse. Actually there were moments of silence during our walk to her house..."hmm...prob she was waiting for me to ask...! which i didn't." haizzzz.....! WENKAI oh WENKAI "Ni(3) Zhen(1) Mei(2) Yong(4)!" well at her door step,wahhh the following event u would not want it to happen if u and ur date were together, suddenly someone called her from behind, guess wat...of all days her parents came home from supper... "ARgghhhhhh pls kill me!".... "halo uncle auntie!" was wat i could only mumble out, i was really a mouse hahaha! so uncle auntied smiled at me and ask if i wanna go in and have a seat and drink wahahahahaha yet again i was so DUH to say "thank you but i have to go home liao" which i dun really need to...! leasson to be learnt must be very stick skin!)

12plus : Back at home,washed up and ready to sleep....but couldn't hahaha kept thinking of her and the dinner and the trip back hahaha insomnia mann! hahaha YUP tat was my Vday 2005! hope u have enjoyed reading it...!

Actually wat i type on top were craps hahaha! Gotcha! How i wish i could have this kind of Valentines day exprience! Well well well Vday was spent at work for me from 11-9pm hahaha... no one wanna ask me out,sighz! Thinking abt it, i was wondering wat is hapening mann??? hahaha me and my band of brothers, all at the same age are still single,none are taken or even booked hahaha are we destiny to be Single? hhahaha! Only God has all the answers so i shall wait and seek Him 1st and all will be added to me... i'm still waiting patiently for Him to perfect me so that i can find the perfect one =P (i'm a Work In Progress)

in God's grace,

kaiz
Keep smiling,someone might be fallin in love with ur smile!

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2005-02-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai...a bit late but anyway never too late! heehee!

Well CNY was consider oki for me, once again to happy reunion dinner and see-ing cousins again yup was fantastica! This yr was totally weird for me mann, like all mothers my mum will nag and nag on me to clean up my room for CNY but this year i didn't bother to clean up my stuffs heehee and SURPRISINLY my mum didn't say a word.... "Hmmm...Weird!" "VERY weird" i wonder why but didn't really wanna ask why heehee in case i was the catalsy in the volcano heehee! Got it?

Back to topic. Ang baoz? heehee not a lot this year,same for past few years. but i got one big big and juicy one from an adult in my church heehee THANKS if u are reading this UNCLE "JL" heehee! well the CNY week was a movie madness for me hahaha caught a total of 3 show:

"Shall we dance" Wooooo i love it, makes me wanna learn dancing but then PAI SEH heehee
"Constantine" haha Crap theories in the show,not for the young believers but effects was good!
"Seoul Raider" this one made me laughed all the way mann...Tony Leong was good! TTTTT haha

Oh oh have i told u all tat i've start work? thats one of the reason i dun come online tat offen or in regular hours heehee...will tok abt work in the next blog next time.

;P

wat lies behind ur eyes?

2005-01-26T02:46:00.000+08:00

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In your eyes, people see life... You see yourself
as just an average person! You enjoy life, love
wildlife, but also enjoy time with those who
know you best. You like to get outdoors and let
your mind wander over all of the mysteries god
gave to you. You don't really have a certain
sanctuary because you're so well-rounded, but
you like having fun and adventures, but can
also be found sitting quietly about, reading a
book. You have a pretty good life ahead of you,
never trade it for anything else :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics)
brought to you by

2005-01-09T02:02:00.000+08:00

More colours for u to see heehee....i'm lovin it!

2005-01-09T02:00:00.000+08:00

Like my new hair style and colour? heehee dun be jealous...(hint hint Clement) and me with my trademark pose heehee

Mission Trip Story

2005-01-04T08:23:00.000+08:00

Thailand Mission Trip Dec 2004

First of all I would continue on my mission trip experience if u peeps out there dun mind reading heehee. Hmm...where shall I begin from...? I think it will be a long blog! u have to click on the link to see the pics cos i dunno why my blog can't view...Hmmm...

Day 1 Sunday Early Morning:

Woke up at 5.30am in the morning to get to change airport. I was very thankful for Aunty Christina (Rachel and Jo's parent) to let me stay over their place on sat, cos their house is like 15 mins away from airport only. If I were to travel from my house, I had to wake up probably at 4am. At the airport, check in was smooth and all of us were super excited abt the trip. Oh for the trip, part of my job is to be the photographer (heehee aka candid shot man!) All of us were so touched tat some of all youth members came to send us off and most of them are stayin in the west side of singapura and mostly were guys! (Keep it up mann) b4 we leave Pastor Jon pray for us near the check point and mann all eyes were staring at us cos we are the biggest grp there, 14 of us + parents + youths, est. abt 40 of us there!

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As we arrive at Bangkok international airport for transit to Chang Rai, some of us decided to sit and rest b4 leaving. Guess wat, our transit is 4 hours haha tats very long! So Marcus, Lemuel and I started to crack jokes to entertain the rest and mann I can tell u we became the jokers for the entire trip...

We reached Chang Rai at abt 3pm,Pst Kitichai welcomed us at the airport, b4 heading to his village he brought us for lunch and after tat we went to "Big C" (Thailand's Carefore but 2 times bigger) to do some shopping for our supplies of the trip. The temperature at the city area was abt 23 degrees and it was kinda like air con! SHIOK sia!

It was a long and tiring day for us but b4 goin the sleep, we have to pick our team leader for each day ,he or she will lead the team and tell us the program for the day and pick a devotion leader each morning. Normally the older ones would be team leader and the younger ones they learn to lead devotions. For day 2 team leader, was Leanne. But the one who over see us is Our wonderful "MICHELLE" and we had Auntie Ju to join us in this trip as a "chaperon" (I dunno issit spelt like tat) kinda of spiritual and physical nanny heehee

Day 2 Monday:

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When we woke up on the 2nd day we told each other 1st nite was torturing for us mann cos it was our very 1st experience in the village tat the temperature dropped till abt 10 degrees (MANN it was FREEZING!!!) so after morning devotion and breakfast. We began our mission,1st we visited a school in Chang Rai town to spread the gospel in forms of story telling, then Ivan and I lead the school children with action songs, we played games with them and Lemuel shared his testimony. All of us were a bit tense cos it was the 1st time for some of us. The funny part for the day was after we finished our program, we hanged around the school for refreshments and to my surprise, the school children came towards all of us asking for autographs heehee so funny! It was like never ending of autograph session (So now I know how it feels to be like a Singapore Idol) heehee but it was not tat fun been an idol...it was so tiring to sign for everyone hahaha! I SERIOUS! I would never wanna go and join some competition be a Singapore idol even if I'm good in singing or wat...oops I think I must come back down to earth. Well that was our 1st day of mission, we didn't do much cos it was kinda like a warm up session for us. After tat we head back to Pastor's village to pack our bags and head for an orphanage "HUI (2) PENG (2)" in another village.

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When we reach Hui Peng, "Mu(4) Shi(1) Niang(2)" welcome us and brought us to the rooms she prepared for us, (u know wat?) Thanks GOD for the water heaters heehee, weather was so cold here and if we dun have tat I think all of us wouldn't be bathing hahaha! It was Winter season here at HUI PENG the only thing was they dun have snow in Thailand but when we talk we can see vapor coming out, so "Shua Ku" (Mountain Turtle) everyone tried to play with the vapor coming from our mouth.

Mu Shi Niang treated us to a bbq steamboat dinner which was out of this world mann...! so nice were the food, babelious!!!! Everything went smoothly for Leanne and team for the day. Nite falls and the tribe counsel came for the meeting to vote who would be the team leader for day 3, b4 anyone voted hahaha I volunteered to lead the team at HUI PENG the next day. We traveled on pick up trucks for the entire trip and it was a bumpy experience everywhere we go!

Day 3 Tuesday:

Program of the day was to
- Visit 2 villages and pray for them
- Visit a church R&R
- Prepare for nite evangelistic meeting at Hui Peng
- Nite Event!!!

We were brought to 2 villages to visit and get ourselves expose to the living condition of the pple there. I tell u, the 1st one was an eye opener for us, the houses were built from straws and bamboo it literally brought us to the time when Jesus walked on earth. Children running around, some without shirt and even shorts… and the daily income per household is like $5, mann Singaporeans are so bless and some still complaint, they should see wat's happening in other countries. As the team leader, I was told by Michelle to pray for the 1st family we visited in Chinese, so I did. Later did I know I kanna "Dua", cos Michelle tot the one who bring us around will help us translate from Chinese to Lahu
for the prayers didn't translate for us. So the whole team took turns to pray in English and only me the special one pray in Chinese... ARghhhh...! But hey hey I'm proud tat I can pray in Chinese cos the whole team was stunt when I started praying in Chinese and using some "chim" terms hahaha!

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Lunch time was the best, Pastor Kitichai brought us to a home made noodle stall for lunch and this stall is the famous of all and 14 of us took the noodles into war and the aftermath of our on slaughter was 40 bowls of noodles! Hahaha this was how good it is!

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We had the event goin on and we preformed a skit, Joy shared her testimony and Michelle preached both in Chinese tat nite cos the pple in Hui Peng understands Chinese where as the other villages we visited and goin to, understands only "LaHu" an ethnic language. After everything, we took out the clothes and toys we brought over to give away.

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Yup a day of team leading was over and I have to pass it to someone else. Oh on that day the temperature dropped AGAIN!!! 6 DEGREES!!!! FREEZINGGGG.......

Day 4 Wednesday:

Ivan, the team leader and us set off to the next village at Payaka. It was one of the most feared villages...WHY? Hahaha cos all of us had to hike up a mountain to get there and when I say mountain it really means MOUNTAIN not HILL! Took us about 3 hours to do tat...Auntie JU 50years old put some of the young ones to shame by been the 1st few to reach the top. Shame Shame to u young pple!

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It was a very nice village seated on top of a mountain, it was one of the best...cos besides the preached and all, we played with the puppies (so cute!) and I was the marble king there, with only one marble in hand, I won many of the youths marbles haha. Best part was at nite after the evangelistic meeting, all of us went out of the church to gaze at the stars. It was so so so beautiful mann! The entire sky was filled with stars all over, then suddenly a shooting star flew pass and we all saw it and as usual someone said "hey lets make a wish!". I told Justus "How I wish we can see another one!" and straight away the next one appeared hahaha so magical rite! Too bad I wasn't dating anyone and telling tat to her...hahaha how I wish this would happen next time I'm on a date or wat! Heehee Haiz dun say le,i'm still single and not one wants...

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Day 5 Thursday:

Sumerkat was the last village we head to, had alfresco dining at the village cos the houses where too cramp to take in all of us for dinner.

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I was given the task to preach that nite...
Actually b4 coming for mission trip, Leanne, Ivan, Vincent and me were told to prepare a msg to preach and only 2 of us would be preaching but I couldn't get anything out till the 3rd day at Hui Peng then God spoke to me to preach on John 15:12-13

"Love one another...
Greater love is for one to lay his life for a friend..."

I thank God for speaking to me during the trip, at the nite I was preaching God cleared my doubts and lifted up my faith in him with 4 salvations. A little bit of background, normally in a village it's abt 180 pple that big and to have 4 salvations is kind of a faith increasing event for the pastor with a 40 members strong in Sumerkat and for myself actually. But I tell u it was really a challenge for me to speak in a foreign land. After the alter call, I continued to pray for the village in closing for blessings in their farming and health to the children. And on the last nite of the trip Michelle told us that e nite b4 we went to Sumerkat there was a mad man running around the village tell that Christians in the village will bring famine to farms and sickness to children and on the day we arrive the mad man fell sick so thank God tat the mad man didn't come to create trouble when we minister to the pple and my prayer is somehow a reverse of wat he told the pple the nite b4...wah...so happening!

Oh this was the village where u will see vapor coming out even when u so to the toilet and urine...this was how COLD the WEATHER was at Sumerkat.

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Day 6 Friday:

Towards the end of our mission trip, we left the village at abt 8am to head to Chang Rai town where we will spend a nite at a hotel b4 catching the plane home on day 7. it was a long and bumpy ride (abt 5hrs ride!) haha this time round I was given the seat inside the truck where u dun have to eat dust heehee...poor Joy, fell asleep next to me and Leanne so I took a candid shot of her sleeping and drew a smile face on her hand hahaha!

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Yes Finally we reached the hotel call "little duck hotel" well b4 reaching, Michelle told me the name of the hotel and I heard wrongly miss took it as "little dark hotel" "Xiao Hei Tian" hahaha so duhhhh... during the hike Auntie Ju lost my jungle hat tat I lent her so in return she treated me to a oil massage, wah it was fantastic mann it was so comfortable tat I fell asleep hahaha! And at nite we went to the nite bazaar to shop well I didn't do much shopping but followed the younger ones around instead.

Back at the hotel room heehee all the guys took out our facial mask we bought at the bazaar to do it hahaha so vain or wat and guess who was the "ghost head" "gui tao"
ME heehee...

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Day 7 Saturday:

It was home sweet home for us but I really will miss Thailand...and during the trip there all of us never missed Singapore food hahaha and in fact the best restaurant food in SG will still lose out to the road side stall in Thailand and the unpolished rice we ate at the village so "BABELIOUS!!!" I MISS U THAILAND!!! Numbers of pics took was 390 hahaha so much.

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if u wanna see more pics, u can go to my photo gallery (Mission Trip 2004). But I didn't upload all...

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Back from Thailand

2004-12-20T13:02:00.000+08:00

HIEEeeee i'm BACK from thailand mission trip and it was GREAT!!!!

i'll update it on wed after my last day of NS life heehee! and a new chapter begins!

see ya!

kaiz

taking up ur cross!

2004-12-12T11:01:00.000+08:00

this is a very meaningful flash, i love it so much, hope tat it will minister to u...

Be Right Back

2004-12-11T10:50:00.000+08:00

I believe many of u, have been loggin to my blog and seeing that nothing has been updated, dun worry it's not the end of my blog, i'm not killing it nor it's under construction. Well it's jus tat Dec is the mth where there are many happening things for me to do and settle

- Youth Camp and Concert
- Mission Trip to Thailand
- Christmas Carolling
- Christmas Evangelistic service
- Christmas Childrens Church Programs

So many things to come and i only got 24hrs a day, 7 days a week, 4 weeks a mth, 1mth in dec...

i've just finish my youth camp and tom i'm flying to Thailand liaoz. so when i'm back,i'll update to u guys out there hungry to listen to wat i experience on my camp and mission trip!

Will be back on 18 dec from trip...do keep me and my team in prayers that we will be in good hands, God will go b4 us and help us in the trip and our faith in God will grow in leaps after the trip.

God Bless Thailand and Singapore!

Oh oh oh one more thing

ORD lo in 28dec! heehee

LOVE U ALL~!
MISS U ALL~!

Kaiz
11-12-2004

designer at work

2004-10-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

Yet again, the designer is at work... will be back soon.

gotta do some design for wedding invitation card for my special friends

go figure urself which love birds are getting married hahaha!

See ya all soon!

kaiz

2004-10-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

GONE TO RELAK ONE Korner Brudder!

- khai(my malay name given by my scdf friends...)

Wing of Dawn

2004-10-12T13:02:00.000+08:00

This is jus a poem inspired by a song,well it doesn't really rythm but who cares it's only for my Saviour!

Lord,You've created me
Things i've done and going to do
All these You have already known

Lord,tongues tat brings joy and hurt
Nothing You can't understand
Even in pain and suferring
You're always there holding my hand

Your Holiness and Greatness
Provided grace that i need
No others place to find but in You

With all my guilt and shame
Where can i really hide
But under the shadow of Your wings
No matter how far or how deep
Your face is still shinning upon me

So with my new wings,Lord
i will fly in the dawn, the dawn of Your love
untill i really see those hands of Yours
Then i will be assured
There i will rest in You

Love u always my Father!

2004-10-08T12:52:00.000+08:00

Once again the designer has done he's master piece! this is the front...2 designs to choose. not by u but by my boss yozzie!

2004-10-08T12:51:00.000+08:00

This is the back

Shhhh...do not disturb

2004-10-08T10:12:00.000+08:00

Do Not Disturb. Designer @ work!

Shhh...i'm designing tee shirt for my youth camp.

pls wait till i'm done...meanwhile leave a msg. if it's important call me at

1800 - i'm - busy. if no one attends to ur call try again!

tune in to channel kai's art soon if u wanna see the new design!

kai
kai's production (CEO)

Nuaster

2004-10-01T01:00:00.000+08:00

Mann!
I'm a Nua-ster!
Can u imagine, 16 hours of sleep and i'm still feelin tired!
wat is happening???
Getting old liao??? haha

i'm a PIG!

gonna say something tats no link with wat's above!

LIVERPOOL RoX!

New poilce story.

2004-09-27T13:41:00.000+08:00

Hey PEEPS i'm back...
jus went for a course on directing films. So let me share with u on how to make a blockbuster high earning top ranking film in town. Are u really? HERE WE GO!

Lights, Camera and... Action!
Ah kai's 10 inspirational guide to a sucessful Blockbuster movie.

Rule :

1 - Forget abt everything, get ur $$$(budget) to start rolling.

2 - With every good shows, comes good casts. Tats a must, cos this is where their fans would come and watch ur show, no matter good or bad hahaha!

3 - Good Script = Good Show, Good Script + Good Cast + Good Budget = Good Good Good Show oh oh to make it VERY GOOD GOOD GOOD SHOW = add in PART 1,PART 2 or even PART 3.

4 - No forgetting, in a show a must have are GOOD GUYS and BAD GUYS.

5 - To make Script better, it's best to add in parts like Goodie fight badie and badie wins, kills goodies and one goodie escapes and then find chance to revenge and story starts

6 - Lots of Actions like Car chase, Kungfu Fighting, High level of stunts and Explosions of cos! which is controlled by ur $$$

7 - With High-end Actions, the leading male cast should perform some of the stunts or even all the stunts by himself to make it more real, with these we call it "SHOWMANSHIP"

8 - In the midst of all these Actions, there should be damsel in stress where the hero have to brave through all dangers and BADies to save her.

9 - Trick of the day is allow the Marcho Leading male cast to look marcho but cry sometimes in a sad scene like damsel or family members die, to add spice into the show.

10 - IMPORTANT note! leave some showtime for some romance for the lead male and prob with a lead female or wat lar...not forgetting that we are humans with emotions so make us laugh too! with some comedy conversations or actions.

Congrads! u have survive my 10 inspirational guides on how to be a blockbuster director!
u may find wat i share in my guides familiar well to be honest, i didn't go for any course.

i simply just went to watch JACKIE CHAN's " NEW POLICE STORY "

gotcha! heehee...! well it's a worth to watch show, 2hrs of actions!

2-1

2004-09-21T13:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz Due to unforseen circumstances Bookie Kai's has been missing after giving wrong tips in soccer which left many looking for him...

actually result for Liverpool vs manutd was

2-1 in favour of TYCO man utd.

well liverpool fans dun be disappointed...all over liverpool is still a better team than man utd, it's jus tat some of man utd players were tyco last nite with 1 defender scoring 2 goals and another defender ALSO FROM MANUTD scoring their OWN GOAL.... hahaha We liverpool have lost last nite's match, Yes We lost but we learnt to be good losers,at least we dun sour grapes when other teams win games(u noe who u are man utd fans! hahaha)...we will still get the EPL title and CHAMPION's LEAGUE CUP!!! cos " YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE" with 2 CUPS in our hands HAHAHAHA

have a wonderful day!
kaiz

LPvsMU

2004-09-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

Bookie Kai's

For informations on soccer tips,score predictions and results dial 1900-bookie-kai for instand results and winnings. Callers have to be Crappy enough to dial and need Crappatial Clan's approval for calling.

Tonightz match tips :

Liverpool vs Man utd

predicted score by our local specialist bookie kai

3-1 in the favourites of the almighty reds Liverpool.

Actual score to be confirmed after 05:00AM GMT Singapore.

For more soccer tips and results and loads of craps, stay tune to Radio Bookie kai on FM 99.999 (the almost prefect 10).

MAnn i'm Crappy... ~PWoooof~

2004-09-17T11:07:00.000+08:00

My granny's Bdae last Sunday - i think my sis look a bit like the korean actress - jeon ji hyun (my sassy Galfrend) Click to enlarge and see!

2004-09-15T12:29:00.000+08:00

Heyzzz Why are u looking at me!!!

metemorphsis

2004-09-15T11:35:00.000+08:00

Oh mann m i changing or wat? pls tell me... i'm kinda like thinking of my marriage liaoz even b4 having a galfriend tats way to OFF mann...sunday i was having lunch with lau da terence toking abt "being a lay man for Christ" how it helps when we have a dip or degree in something and in the other hand we have a cert in theorlogy...it will be a easiler way to penetrate into countries that doesn't allow christians to preach. Also abt the potential we have in our work place, like we must always seek God in asking Him what He wants us to learn or undrestand in our role at work, like " maybe a place where grace have to be practice so that when we are ready even in our work place God can open doors for us to go and reach to pple that need added grace, we call them the "Grace developer" LOL... or ur work place is full of pple tat keeps on asking hard and difficult qns abt our Christ which needs to take time to answer...maybe this are the things God wants us to learn b4 we can go somewhere to do even greater works for Him...

While we were toking, terence mention abt Huiling(lau da's wife to be) family background where she doesn't have much family members which means she can leave everything behind and go wherever lau da needs to go next time when the Lord leads, cos she has nothing to lose "no kin no family commitments" thats why... WELL that triggles the reaction in me suddenly to think of marriage hahaha was asking lau da abt the cost for the wedding dinner, the house and renovations...also when i should start saving and how much to save...wah piangz thats not me haha one day think abt my studies and now marriage..."wat have i become?" anyway finally i reliase too that choosing a galfriend is very important to cos eventually she'll be my life partner! tats why maybe i'm still single haha cos very hard to find. well everyone is not perfect i can say but i'll continue to search for my another part which worth the perfection. Chim rite...? haha

Qualities to be my GF
- Love Me 101% Love God 200%
- must know how to cook! (a must haha)
- common interest, would rather look for a sportty GF heehee kinda like a outdoor person
- loves the movies hahaha

well if u are the one mentioned pls call me at 1800-DATE-ME
note: caller must be 18 and above,have to seek parental approval
or if u have friends that fit into the above mention call too

LOL

well actually i'm the kind of person that looks into the 1st quality tats "Love me and Love God even more" cos once she and me share the common goal in Christ everything is easy to work out, yup once a person who loves God would naturally have the character of Christ, hahaha SHE must have nice appearance too hahaha even though i don't look like brad pitt or arm-pit not tat handsome but i still would look for my cinderella! (=

ciaozzz ~PwooF~

Mother united 0 - daughter FC 7

2004-09-08T11:14:00.000+08:00

Mother united 0 - daughter FC 7 tat was the score for soccer recent sunday when my church youth team vs our daughter church "yishun methodist missions" yup WE HAD a TRASHING... i'm so sadden by it... BUT there's always hope in our team cos we fielded all our future stars in the 1st half consist of mostly sec 1's and 2's so we lost by size and physical cos YMM are mostly adults, which cause us to concede 7 goals in 1st half.
then when it was 2nd half the old guys went in, to do some damage control...well we manage to hold them 7-0 with out liking anymore goals which i'm still very proud of...1stly we are a new team and with so many young and inexperience players and manage to hold YMM in 2nd half, tat shows tat we have potiential... jus need to train hard from now and practice on our teamwork. i believe we can make it in no time...

this sunday 4pm we are goin to play against some pple for thailand at our home ground at lavender jus near kitchener road so if u guys are free drop by and support us again...chances of us winning is unsure cos we will still continue to field in our younger players for experience and fun so come and have a time of fun with us!

keep it up mann JG united! i'm lovin' it...

kaiz

For this cause.

2004-09-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

well yrs has pass,prob 23 years for me...as i stood there wondering "Mann so much time,so little accomplished..." i've been wasting loads of time when it can be put to use. U will be askin why i'm saying all this,well many things happened around me and around my friends which suddenly make me think even more.My cell member Charis's grandma was pronounce braindead on 30/08 and her life support stopped 02/09, my primary skool friend's grandpa died of heart attack,my firemen just became a father at the age of 20...too many things to tell of...Did tot me to love pple more around more b4 it's too late, one thing i learnt was that pple come and pple go...nothing last forever. Only one thing that last...which is our love relationship with our Lord Jesus Christ, our 1st and last!

"Heaven and earth will pass away,
but My word will by no means pass away"

Matthew 24 : 35

if u find tat Jesus love for u is not evident in ur life,prob u have not read and meditate on God's word "the Bible" enough tats why...Press on!

Life isn't a bed of roses for me too, even though i look like those happy go lucky kind...

Many things i would wanna share with ya all, pls pray for me when u read it.
I’m gonna finish my ns soon in dec and I might start skool on jan or july but the thing is tat my parents CPF has been used up for my siblings poly skoool fees so I got none and it would be very tough for my parents. And I’ve tok to them and they ask if I really wanna study (in other words “can u pass?”) well my future is not sure for now would have to give it to God to direct me.Meanwhile I came out with a plan of do part time job to cover the pocket money which will result in tireness that I can’t keep up with skool…so I’m much afraid…so I’ve to be even more thrifty than b4 so guys if in anywaes I offended u all next time abt things involving money pls forgive me 1st k. I had a plan of saving money and start a shop selling tshirts designed me and my friend from nafa too but it seems like many of this kinda shops are starting to surface so haizzz duno abt it too…well many practical doubts in my life I have but can’t be seen by u all. Just hold me in ur prayers that I’ll be able to go back skool to study and manage to grad too! I pray tat God will provide all the finances, I’ve to trust in Him then….! I’m much afraid tat if I go back to skool, my projects would definitely be a lot and might take up my time and stopping me to continue serving e youth ministry or music… Seriously young pple pls PRAY for me!!!!

I did really have to sing to the Lord…!

I am living for this cause,
The hope of my life,
In You, I stand,
I am living for this cause,
I lay down my life,
Into Your hands.

2004-08-30T10:06:00.000+08:00

Pray like never b4...

2004-08-26T00:59:00.000+08:00

my obession!!!! anyone wanna buy this for me???

2004-08-24T12:17:00.000+08:00

Promise of Tomorrow by our Father...

2004-08-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hungry for God?

Beta Test 2

2004-08-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

Heyz peepz, well my site is still under beta testin and finding good layout so bear with the changes!

Beta Testing

2004-08-19T08:19:00.000+08:00

This is a testing of my Blog. it's not officially opened,still to come...!

kai